Mindful Living
Columns Focusing on God, Prayer, Prosperity, and
Abundance
Mindful Living: Prayer in Motion
on the Kankamangus Highway
Down in the little pocket between the seats in
my gold Saturn I’ve stuck a Post-It note that
has "Pray" written on it. This little stickie is
a reminder for me to stay in touch with God; I
need the reminder because I get distracted with
all the things on all my other lists. Even with
the reminder, I still sometimes feel awkward,
maybe a bit artificial when I recite prayers. It
reminds me of Janice Joplin’s tongue-in-cheek
lyrics from her song Mercedes Benz: "Oh
Lord, won’t you buy me a Mercedes Benz? My
friends all drive Porsches, I must make amends.
Worked hard all my lifetime, no help from my
friends, So Lord, won’t you buy me a Mercedes
Benz?"
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Prosperity Powder and the Dilemma of Whether to
Sprinkle or Not to Sprinkle
The other day while surfing the internet
waves of ebay.com, I came upon a product called
"Prosperity Powder." It's a little packet of
stuff (mostly aromatic spices) that claims to
imbue the owner with prosperity. The idea is to
sprinkle it over your wallet or purse, and wait
for a wad of bills to hit you over the head.
It's apparently an accoutrement of the Wiccan
religion, but not being Wiccan myself, I can't
say much about how it might work for a believer,
much less me. But my guess is that it's not
necessarily the powder itself that attracts the
cash, because let's face it - there's plenty of
cinnamon and lemon verbena already in my kitchen
cupboard. Perhaps it has to do with the prayers
of the person who made it, or my own spiritual
state of mind when sprinkling it about. Maybe
it's like kosher matzos which become kosher by
way of some combination of prayers and strict
production practices. Does it make any real
difference if someone, even a holy someone,
prays over this powder or this matzo?
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Talking
Back To God
When my sister Cindy is in a jocular mood,
she sometimes tells me that I have "Joan of Arc"
syndrome. What she means is that I get these
visions, and just have to do whatever it is that
gets stuck in my head. Sometimes it’ll be to
write something that Spirit whispered to me last
week, but sometimes it’s just an urge to fry up
some of my famous chicken and cheese egg rolls.
An urge so strong that I’ll drive out though the
rain to buy those little eggroll wrappy things.
It’s my sister’s task to remind me that
sometimes, the "duck and cover" approach beats
charging into the fray like Joan of Arc did.
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Underneath the
Hoopla
What happens when you go somewhere where
there is nothing to do, when even the ratty old
pen you are writing with forces to you to think
a little slower? A little while back, I visited
my retreat in New Hampshire. The pond is so
clear there that you can see the fish ambling
about. The pine trees are tall, and sprinkle
fragrance on my bare shoulders. The rooms are
quiet with one hundred years of solitude. There
is nothing to do, but be.
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Listening to God
Most of my life I’ve been chatting with God.
Sometimes through prayer, sometimes frantic
begging, but always somehow. I never much
expected God to talk back, and if she did I was
pretty sure it would be like in that scene in
the Ten Commandments where God speaks in that
booming voice that sounds like James Earl Jones,
except that maybe it would sound more like Tina
Turner. Surely if God said something to me it
would be a calling or a vocation, something
erring on the dramatic.
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Making
Deals with God
Did you ever make a deal with God? Maybe you
were scared that the electricity would be turned
off, or maybe you didn't know where your child
was, or maybe you yourself were sick, so sick
that you thought you might die. In my way of
thinking, deals (God if you'll fix this I'll do
such and such), or things like petitionary
prayers (Lord, won't you buy me a Mercedes Benz)
aren't much part of the deal. These things don't
work because Spirit is part of us as human
beings, intrinsic not separate. It's a sort of
pantheism, where God is in me, you and in all
living things. It's also why I don't kill
spiders, but that's another story.
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A Gift From
The Heart
Last week my friend Brian gave me a ride on
the tricycle he had built, not the little red
bicycle kind, the motorcycle kind. This was no
ordinary tricycle though. Instead of having the
two big wheels in back, he constructed them in
front, making the thing look extraordinary
indeed. He had spent weeks, maybe months
building it, a somethingcycle that was
transportation, art, and spiritual expression
all rolled up into one.
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God on the
Job
I try to bring a spiritual sensibility with
me wherever I go, but work seems to be the last
holdout, the last taboo place. Maybe my
co-workers buy that "religion is the opiate of
the masses" stuff which would explain that
raised eyebrow look I sometimes get. They assume
that those of us on a spiritual path must be
less intelligent, less competent, and maybe even
slightly doped up. Well, I’m as awake as I’ve
ever been and I resent the implication. To make
matters even more dicey, I invite God into my
workplace whenever possible. After all, it’s God
that got me here.
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Good Parking
Karma and Other Magical Things
A couple of years ago my friend Lida told
me that she could "image" parking spaces, and
that because she could do this, she pretty much
always had a spot. She explained that while she
was driving somewhere, she'd see the parking
space in her mind, one that was of course not
only in existence but also right next to where
she wanted to go. I didn't much buy the whole
imaging thing, but then Lida was no airy fairy
new ager - and most importantly, she insisted it
worked. So, I listened and asked lot of
questions. When I was done grilling her, I tried
it. And… yes, I got my parking spaces. But I
just couldn't discount coincidence and the fact
that I live in Vermont where spaces are, mostly,
plentiful. So I kept trying, and I kept finding
the parking spaces.
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The Sublime Sweetness of Vermont Tomatoes and
what my Dad had to do with all that.
Just outside my hometown
of Hinesburg is a farmstand that sells organic
tomatoes, so ripe and red that I'm bound to eat
one before I even get home. They drip all over
but I don't care; they are a sublime expression
of summer, meant to be eaten warm from a sultry
Vermont sun. I have this appreciation for
tomatoes because my father grew them when he
lived at Pendle Hill, a Quaker center for study
and contemplation in Pennsylvania. So really
this story begins when my own Vermont tomatoes
were just a twinkle in that farmer's eye.
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No One's
Epitaph Reads: "She Got a Lot of Work Done!"
Like most Americans, especially those of
us whose parents survived the depression, I have
grown up believing that there is Not Enough. Not
enough food. Not enough money. Not enough to go
around. My mother told stories about kids in
faraway places who didn't have enough to eat.
Stories about saving buttons in the button tin.
Stories about turning the lights off and the
heat down and double-checking the grocery store
receipt. And it may be that having never lived
in a real depression, I cannot understand what
it's like to stand in a soup line, or huddle by
the oven for the heat.
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